Friday, December 16, 2005

saying goodbye to Salvador, part 2

I leave for the States on Sunday and I'll be back on Monday afternoon... it's crazy to think how fast this semester has gone by. After being stressed out all last week, I finished my ISP on Sunday. It ended up being 39 pages, and I think it turned out pretty good. It's called "Somos Mulheres: Grupo Palavra de Mulher and the Validation of Black Lesbian Identities". So on Monday, I turned it in, and then Kevin and I had to move out of our apartment. Unfortunately, we were late and the landlady was kind of pissed off. So now everyone is staying at this pousada/convent in Itapua which is techinically a part of Salvador but is way way far away from anything. We did ISP presentations, mine went very well. People did all kinds of projects, it was cool.

Overall, this semester has been really incredible. There have been some rough times (such as the sushi incident) and some people who I could have done without, but I really value the experiences I had and the people that I did connect with and who I do respect. I'm really excited to come home and see friends and family, and eat food (hamburgers and burritos and fried chicken, oh my!), and watch TV, and speak English all the time, but there are definitely a lot of things that I'm going to miss about Brazil, especially Salvador.

When I get a chance, I will steal pictures from the other students and post them here, and that will be my last entry in this blog. Hope y'all enjoyed, and I'll see you soon.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Raça Negra

Two weeks from today I will be back in the United States. Although I think I'm ready to go home, I'm also really going to miss Salvador. I've met some really amazing people here, both Brazilian and American. I especially adore the group of women I've met through my ISP. They are a political group, but they are also like family, and they've kinda taken me in as one of their own, I'm going to miss that. Maybe I'll start a black women's group on campus when I get back.

Today I wrapped up the field work for my ISP, which is great. I originally wanted to finish on Wednesday so I'm technically ahead of schedule. The paper and the field journal are due next Monday by 5 pm, I shouldn't have any trouble meeting the deadline.

Quick note: Last Thursday was amazing, one of the best nights I had in Brazil because:

a) Went to a really cool benefit concert against AIDS and racism
b) stayed out til 4am having crazy adventures
c) kisses with someone special

AND
d) it all counts as field work for my ISP

I win.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

"She's not a girl who misses much...

do do do do do doo... oh yeah"

If you know what song that is, you are cool. If you don't you are still cool, but not quite as cool as the other people.


I bought my new guitar today. She's a beautiful acoustic-electric and her name is Lua (portuguese for "moon"). We even wrote a song together today. Lua is the only one for me. ;)

In other news, I looked online to see if I could figure out what went wrong with my digital camera. Turns out that after about 18 months, the lens motor always breaks on that type of camera and then you end up paying more to get it fixed than you would for a new camera. How about, not gonna get that thing fixed. Freaking Sony. Bought a 35mm to hold me over until I get back to the states.

My ISP is going alright, I was starting to get really stressed out but I did some tweaking of my topic and focus this morning so I feel a lot better about it. It's crazy to think that this time next week I need to be out of the field and writing a 30+ page paper. Last night me and Kevin took "how do you feel about the ISP?" pictures. In mine, I am pulling my hair out and screaming and Kevin is giving the middle finger. Words truly cannot do them justice.

Well, Lua is waiting for me so I better go. I'll be home in 20 days...

Friday, November 25, 2005

Thanksgiving

Well, yesterday was my first Thanksgiving away from home, and it went very well. We decided to go all out, so Jes made chickens (we figured that we were less likely to mess up chicken) and stuffing, mashed potatoes and deviled eggs and bruschetta as appetizers. I made macaroni and cheese and sweet potatoes (which both turned out good, thanks Mom and Mille). Kevin whipped up some guacamole, Nia brought a vegetable dish, and Carter, Jen, and Anna made apple pie. It was a really good time, I think we were all a bit amazed that we pulled it off and that the food was actually good. As if that weren't awesome enough, I also got a call from Anh-Thu yesterday, all the way from Cameroon. It was so unexpected but so great to hear from her.

What else...

This past Sunday was the Black Consciousness March in Salvador, it was really cool, I wish we had something like that in the US. I went with some girls I met through my ISP (which is going ok), they're really cool. Also, since it was Black Consciousness week there was this giant free concert at the lighthouse (which is only 6 blocks or so from my apartment). I missed Olodum, but I got to see Margareth Menezes and Ile Aiye with Daniela Mercury which was awesome.

My apartment is fabulous, and Kevin is a really good roommate. Besides being one of my favorite people on this trip, he also always leaves the toilet seat down, and I really appreciate that. And the other day when I got home he was cooking dinner. Yay Kevin! lol

Okay, I need to go and get some work done... or take a nap. Yeah, I'm probably just gonna take a nap.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

back in Salvador

Woo, I'm back in Salvador! But I don't really have time to write right now.

I got a cell phone: (55 71) 9168 - 3780

Until later...

Monday, November 14, 2005

"Why I will never eat sushi again" (and other stories)

This week was, well... pretty rough. On Wednesday I had a big group presentation in the afternoon. We all thought it was in the morning so we showed up at 8:30 only to find out that we were supposed to present at 2pm. Fast foward to a couple hours later: the girls conviced me to go out for sushi with them. This was a big mistake. We went, I had some California rolls, they were okay, nothing too exciting. Then in the middle of the presentation I started to feel really sick to my stomach, dizzy, and feverish. I pretty much spent the rest of the day throwing up and wanting to die. When I woke up the next morning, I discovered that my eyes were red because I had popped some blood vessels. Today my entire left eye is red, I look like a freaking demon or something. Anyway, back to Thursday. So with red eyes and a body that's exhausted from being sick, I pack up my bags and head to a fishing village for the weekend.

Rude Awakening

Farid and I arrived in Batoque on Thursday night. Our host sister Rafaella met us at this market and took us to the house and we met the rest of the family. My favorite person in the family by far was Rafaella's 3 year old daughter Maria Duada (aka Duda), who is one of the friendliest and cutest little kids I've ever met. Unfortunately, my camera is still broken and I didn't get to take any pictures of her.
So the first night, I slept in a hammock that my host mom set up for me. Farid slept in a bed (bastard). One side of the hammock was secured to a hook in the wall, while the other with a rope tied to a ceiling beam. About 2/3 of the way through the night, the rope decides that it's not going to support me anymore. I'm half awake and I can hear it start to snap and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. BAM, I fall flat on my back on a concrete floor. Then for the next two days we went hiking through sand dunes...

I also have more stories from this weekend, which don't involve me getting hurt. Like how I made friends with a little monkey named Dudú, or how I went out onto the ocean on a little fishing boat, but I need to get some rest, so that will have to wait.

Monday, October 31, 2005

Fortaleza

Well, here I am in Fortaleza. We've been here for about 2 weeks now, but I haven't had any time to really use the internet until now. I'm here in an Internet cafe a few blocks from my homestay with Kevin and Jean-Christophe who also live in my neighborhood, which is great because they are both incredibly cool guys.

Fortaleza is a lot different from Salvador. First of all, there's less people. Second of all, there's less black people, which is really weird for me right now, after spending 5 weeks in Salvador. In Salvador, when I walked down the street I could blend in, but here I stick out and am a target for all kinds of comments, mostly from men who think I'm exotic. Let's just say that it's uncomfortable to objectified that way all the time and that I'm glad that I'm doing my ISP in Salvador. Not to say that Salvador doesn't have issues with racism, but I prefer dealing with that than having men on the street scream out "oi preta" (hey black girl) at me all the time.

As far as the SIT program goes, it is sooooo much more organized here than it was in Salvador. Now we actually know what's expected of us, lol. This weekend we did our first excursion to an MST settlement. The MST is the landless workers movement here in Brazil, it's one of the key social/political movements in the country right now. The Brazilian constitution says that the people have the right to claim unproductive land for farming, building homes for their families, etc... Unfortunately, the people who own the land are the rich people in power, and when poor farming families try to break out of the system of sharecropping and latifundios and get their own land, it rarely goes through or it takes forever. So the MST organize these people to occupy the land and force the government to speed up the process and basically hold the government accountable for the rights that it has promised to the people. So we visited a settlement that was more established and then an encampment that has only been there for a year. In the encampment, the people live in shacks made out of sticks, dried palm leaves, plastic, and whatever else they can find. Even though conditions there are bad, the people still have so much faith and so much strength. It's their right to have a piece of land to farm and provide for their families. It's their right to be treated like human beings. It's their right and they refuse to back down. It was a really intense experience. If you want to read more about them, check out this web site: www.mstbrazil.org/
Spread the word, publicize the struggle.

On a less serious note, today is Halloween, but it's been pretty anticlimactic so far because it's not a big deal here in Brazil. But tonight we are going out to a bar called the Pirata. During the day it's a store but at night there is a pirate ship underneath and it becomes a bar. Fun times.

My camera is broken right now (I think there's sand in it or something) so I'm afraid that there probably won't be anymore picture post here, sorry. I am going to buy some disposable ones to take more pictures while I'm here though.

Alright, gotta head home now and get ready for tonight. Shout out to my mom (her birthday was last week). Shout out to all the peeps who email and comment on my blog, it really makes my day. Shout out to everyone else too. I love you and I miss you all.